That Girl

Hi There ______ ,

                                              I am terribly jealous of you.  How can you be 

                                                                         beautiful.

                                                                          athletic.

                                                                         intelligent.

                                                                          honest.

                                                                           loved.

                                                                     well-networked.

                                                                      high-potential.

                                                               personable & well liked.

                                                                            lucky.

                                                        You are even a better person

Why am I resentful of you, my friend?  Today was the last straw, yet you have done nothing wrong.  It wasn’t even you who pulled out the string to unravel our friendship.  I guess I could never achieve as you do.  Everything I want is embodied in you, and it kills me to see my animosity towards you grow with my own faults.  Share my envious heart some of the magic.  Sing it to me, mend my erring ways.    

Thank You,

E.E.H.  

* I know you will see through the fake ideal of friendship I now put forward.  But, will you do anything about it?  Is what we had before important enough? 

12:22AM January 4th, 2011.