Strange Callings
I want to obtain a small tattoo of a DNA strand in UV ink on my finger for some strange reason. I heard Goldfield’s does UV. Sure, tattoos on the hand are not recommended as they wear fast, but it’s a thought that’s been floating around for quite a while.
I wish to go back to the times where i stuck needles through the skin on my finger, caught bees with my bare hands, and skated down windy hills with no guard rails fearlessly.
I need to remember her in the same memory I recall. Yuki, I need to see you sometime soon. I need to talk to you. I need to give you a warm embrace. I need to sit with you like old times, drawing pictures of how we would be Best Friends Forever, and nothing short of that.
I yearn for quite peaceful nights. Times without nightmares every time I drift to sleep, leaving me in a tired slumber the next morning, dreading for night to come. I need to stop watching movies late into the night on that dreaded netflix account I need to erase from my mind.
I plan to go to San Francisco and perch upon a ceiling of a house upon a hill. I want to be there, lying closer to the sky at the dead of night, gazing into the eyes of the sparkling stars. Spend the night sipping hot coffee in a cute little mug.
I long to be a deep sea diver, spending my days in the sea with the beautiful wide life I have come to respect the most. The vast seas are the unexplored crevasses of the earth, some yet to be destroyed by the harshness of human civilizations.
I aspire to obtain the great knowledge which some carry with them in the form of experience and honesty before the time I die. I need to have lived my life to the fullest, in a form I have yet to journey upon.
I want a higher and better fit nose that could let me breath. I feel like a gasping fish on land every time I neglect to take my medicine, which comes down to most days.
I dream for the chance to fly a plane, learn to be a pilot. Be in the clouds with the birds so close to the blue reaches.
I long, and want selfishly. with a never ending list.
